Today is so grey.
I feel like staying in bed, with soft music playing in the background, and a cat sleeping next to me. I am so exhausted. I just feel drained.
I've been aching to do something creative with my hands lately. I need some paint. I have started to get stuff ready to play with so many times lately, only to be stopped short. And now, I feel like it might bring me energy. Like in The Yellow Wallpaper, where the narrator hints that she thinks being allowed to do more would help her get better, as opposed to being stuck in one place, I feel like I could benefit from a bit of creative output.
Things I think I would benefit greatly from owning:
For sure. I would love to make my own clothes!
Not to mention that it would lessen the cost of my yearly wardrobe additions.
A paint set.
With acrylic and watercolor paints.
In lots of colors! Brushes too.
Vintage ribbons. Vintage metal. Vintage bows.
Lots of them. I mean an obnoxious amount of them.
I want to be swimming in lace doilies and chiffon roses.
Time.
The most pressing, but also,
the easiest to make work.
I'm okay with finding time.
yep.
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