ALMOST

Almost there! It's July! And in four days (three really...our wedding is a morning wedding) I'll be a married lady!

This week I feel like everything is going way too fast. This weekend was fantastic though. My favorite moment was without a doubt, my wedding shower. Everything was beautiful and so much was tailored to things that I loved. Even the music in the background was a mix of my favorite love songs! And the prizes for the game were books! And the favors were bookmarks! My mom did an awesome job. She knows me very well.

Also, my friend Chelsea had a party that was fun. It was just nice to relax this weekend. Although, now I feel like I have a lot to do!

I still have to pick up my dress, finish hand-painting the fans/programs that I'm giving out to our families for the wedding, organize our new gifts from the shower, clean our house, and somehow do laundry so I can pack for the cruise. AND--squeeze work into all of that. Is that even physically possible?

This weekend was also a little tense emotionally because I finally got around to writing about some very personal issues. I posted this new piece on my website, and got reviews that made me feel somehow better. But also, I feel like I've gotten over that point in my life. Although you can never forget things that happen, I think you can learn to live with them. I feel like I need to at least have my ideas about my femininity out there. I am not just a body, I am a force to be reckoned with. I am powerful. There is so much more to me than where I've been and what I've done. Not even I could have discovered that without the constant love of my family, my friends, and above all, God.


Feeling like I'll make it. All this rushing around will definitely be worth it after the wedding. <3 Can't wait.